A BIT OF PHILOSOPHY !!
Desire .. bcuz of red choice..( stop!!!! i must recommend u not to judge on surface too much , its a biggining yes but that color is deliberately choosen, her favorite color and her always choice is BLUE in different variety so this is one of ur prb i wanted u to face with it urself , dont let surfaces mislead u maybe that is a deliberately decision as people tend to be the one they are not necesserily so as a writer u must be more keen minded to consider this point too dear , but from another point of view its true according to whatever u have felt and its good that u have payed this much attention and trusty t ur interpretation of surface just consider the first one i said too)
Humble.. god damn it .. its a rare vision im pleased to be a spectator to this pic.. the vastness of eyes is almost sinkable. desires drilled in them (. what kind of desire?? as a writer u must excavate it more than just one word to 1- quench the thirst of ur readers that have read this fascinating word and 2- be4 this to fulfill and flourish the bravery of urs of observing and analyzing with the power of a writer mind. ok?so dont suffocate this hidden question mark with passing it hurrily so soon. ok? paying more consideration just will complete ur domination) the stillness prooves as if some bird who has no time from its daily flights is kind of alone today and that's y roosting on this wall. .. ( its ur interpretation and true) sitting and gazing into zero.( exactly but this zero is within her and she is gazing at something endless as i know her) with hope to find nothing just happy to be a part of what it is seeing( yes but she has never been happy bcz of that , dont let smile mislead ur direction of analyzing deeply so soon , this prb is in ur total vision dear u can bee deeper in that but some surface temptation many times change ur real direction in real life may couse nothing that serious but in writing yes , it will cause something serious, the rsult will have some prb and u cant do anything for it bcz has attached it from somewhere so hidden with its roots in ur mind and ur vision , so corrct it urself by considering it,ok?) .
In some corner she's got something hidden which is revealed only when she looks in the mirror tht bcuz she does't want anyone else to be a party or witness to tht part of her. she dreams of dramatically bringing this fantasy out but half the way she feels uncomfortable and thus steps back..( yes correct but as i know her she doesnt step back as she believe in facing with reality whatever it is) goes to the mirror and is happy again to see what she has to see( she is not happy about it at all)
Her eyes = compelling. she has the capability to blind the emotions
(.true she has a great self domination over herself and manytimes others too) if she wears a shawl over her head lik hejab or hud .. she wud have altogather diff persona..
Forehead = thinking machine ( damn u with ur exact word!!!yes thinking machine ...) will be in less demand.. her eyes will be spotted first. So these eyes bcum imp in a way. ( dont repeat it alot not this way , ur readers wont like it 1- repeating one aspect in ur own mind is good but 2- readers want it to be differenntly interpreted bcz they need to enter ur game with it they need the challenge from ur side injected to their minds so , do u know what i mn?? sure u do) as if she's secretly staring at someone.(here the magic power of writing creatively has sparkled but some one with hurry or...??!!! attempt to suffocate it).
She's demanding in her own way, she knows what passion is but she wont mind having a tea spoon filled with passion. she has her own way of explaining things.. sexy i must say. eyes are secrectly asking one question and also smiling herself at the question asked…
Lean eyebrows reveal she prefers to stay in shape physically. aah!! u can imagine wen a thinking machine meets .. a questioning machine... and lips revealing love. c'mon she's a gem i must say, she will never have to beg this life for happiness .. she'll have it always but also along with other choice .. i hope she's picses if she's not i wont feel guilty it happens. (gooooooooooood here i see the over flowning of writing ability , the trend has started here, and must be supported from here onward, so that u can bring a good creation out of it. )
this was what i wanted to say u....
Do u remember that i ttold u : ur stories have prb??? the prb was with personalities not with concept , concept is just depend or UR OWN PERCIEVED SELF that no one can catch it 4 u except urself, .....but personality must not be hidden in the shaddow of concept importance ...both are separate entities need to especial care and consideration to be perfect then can accompany with each other. i hope this way works bcz u are not among those ppl to accept something without experiencing it directly . so i used this way to tell u just it.
for creating ur pesonality u need to be its GOD , that will be all IN UR HANDS , according to outer appearence u make 4 it or it has by itself u must start diving (( like ur second paragraph )). u hand on surface alot as if something make u avoid diving!!! lack of experience or some addiction to previous common frame??? never afraid of breaking frame nor experiencing new new new and always new, never let habbits in this capture u. to be honest if u hadnt this power potentially i wouldnt say all these, so just apply it to see how it will serve u.
dear listen to this one..
I've talked about diving be4 and i m sure u now have this ability as ur description reveals, diving and excavatinf personalities , realities and facts according to what has offered from their side is just one part..
the other one is FLYING.
do u remember i said everyone is somehow a king? the owner of a land!! yes never forget it , diving is the ticket for entering this land but after entering their lad so what do u wanno do??? visit everywhere by walk??? its what u must to do in ur own land , for others land u need to fly but the qustion is how???
look everyone has some point highlighted in comparison with her/his other point, these point make her/his real personality, bcz they are highlghted and that person will be defined with these.so soooooooooooooo if u just look from above u soon will see them as they are highlighted , after seing them and knowing them, with trust to ur knowing, u CAN takle that person , not negatively but will understand how to be dominant on that , as a writer NEED to be so with his characters in his stories to make them do wht they are supposed to , but nver forget this simple important point , ...( NEVER PUT UR SHEER DOMINATION WITHIN URSELF ON THEM. OK? THAT WILL KILL THE SOUL THEY MUST HAVE) Its not that hard just the matter of having that domination on ur knowing and the trend of creating but doesnt mean lack of care about their independencies. could i say wht i wanted to ??? i hope so.
one more thing., for god sake consider it and take it otherwise i will die disappointedly....
Although each pesons has some points highlighted in his territory and that shape her/his personality , THERE ARE MUCH MORE THINGS that , the person her/himself hasnt consider it nor let it be flourished, bcz of environment , life , childhood , background , historical condition even climate many many other things , but but but those ALL EXIST. like what?? like whatever , these are like facilites that a human need to be perfect or to have his own way satisfactoril;y...this is what khalil used to create a prophet out of himself , and based upon this commom properties u can create too bcz all these really indeed exist....based upon this u can know how to inject ur idea u wanno convey to others , based upon this u can change those standards of humanity u wanno change , as khalil did or others. based upon this u can awaken hidden values u want to be highlighted even FOR A SECOND , and based upon this.....u tell me after experiencing it more and more or it will tel it to u by itself just after ur first approach to it. thats inner world, urs and others, what is called GLOBAL SUBCONSCIOUSNESS, and all the humanity HAVE IT.
congratulation dear ,
3 years ago i was among the ruins of myself after experiencing death , i knew and know what caused that , but didnt find the "y" maybe i did but couldnt accept it and it was too hard to digest it and find a way to do with my alive body!!!!,
i had created my own land perfectly and has never let anyone enter it , i am still so , bcz others dont deserve and that has been my private, but suddenly i felt a volume in my private , it was too easy to remove it but there was something in his hand under title of "HELP" that i couldnt and still cant ignore. u wanted to upgrade humanities standards and change many things yet were in the border of experiencing "PAIN". and also wouldnt accept anything except in a condition of experiencing that directly, so from the biggining with ur own word, a representation of ur style of knowing , a started a GAME , i let u know my inner world without having any image of me, wanted to offer diving , and nowthat u have it i hope u experience flying too. my inner maybe is exactly u have in ur mind but the time u must match it with my face maybe clear all obscurities. could i do it ???? thats what u must say...... .it took 3 years for me to tell u what i wanted to , yes so hard communicative i am , thats bcz i dont believe in all habitual communication, if its supposed to be a true one with especial purpose it is different.
So i do apologize about all of harsh n impolite behaviour ive had up to now , dont mind them, and i hope ur curiousity be finished about me myself and all i am with my explaination about what i am.
Really melancholic in nature bcz of pain pain and pain, it has attached me and live with me and never try to be hidden 4 me, i taste it each time i face with everything and everyone and that thinking machine start its activity , do whatever and after some moments i find myself among all pains of that person , those things she/he may never know them , like all hiddenly killed capabilities, emotions, feelings , passions, and all has been ignored , then turn my head soon and a load voice will repeat : " shut up"!!!
Yes philanthropic bcz of love, i dont have the ability to fall in love with one person, bcz i love everyone and everything. how can u be except it when u knw their territrory and their existance??? yes stupidly maybe but i am !! that sentence of “kahlil Gibran” is carved in my mind...”who is real criminal?” the one do it actually in the world or the one do it daily in his mind??? this tought me to see backgrouds too , to put myself in the same condition to understand , to forget about strict judgement, too see one thing/person from as much angles as possible up , down , right , left ABOVE and WITHIN.
And the third is an endless road in front of me , many many times i feel this move, i am a passenger , never have a still point and alwys moving , i cant stop it even if iu want bcz some independed entity like pain and love , this one is seeking something , maybe find it finally or not, never maybe , atleast i can say i have looked 4 it, my desire to catch that is endless and will never step back !bcz of this nothing can make me happy or sad too much bcz nothing is satisfactory nor stable 4 me.
this was my triangle dear.
About my dreams.......i always have 2 kind of dreams in my nights..one is, sinking in the middle of sea, lay there in the surface and let it swolloped me wholly and perfectly but but but , its nightmare is.... reaching to the coast safe and sound!!!
bcz something is iin me , insist in looking at it , ( the third angle i mn) the one looking for something, wont let me leave freely, will bring me back , reject me, thats y i wasnt finished after my death!!! my second night dream is “flying , freely , its enjoyable” but but but.............again that , force me come back in my mould i fel its pressure like has attached me a rope to fasten me to that to reach to....., and do it strongly and strictly and has been successful up to now , i wont run away but will finish this half job once for ever , even at the cost of whole my life.
and , im eager to see myself , the one has shaped withing me according to whatever ihave done ,and i knw just at the end of my road will face her. no one could ever know these by just facing me as i wear mask!! bcz i dont like other know it, bcz i dont believe in SHARING , i believe in sheer ANNIHILATION!!! i wanno reach at NOTHING , just that nothing , ppl wanno reach at everything , at the moment the have EVERYTHING they feel they have nothing yet!! so i want this lovely nothing as this HAS what im looking for hidden in it and thats freedom ..of what??? no word 4 this u must be ME to know of what!
And this mask has one more reason , everyone think im depressed as a disease, guess what!!! i accept that and tried phsychologist , he said i will cure u for 9 month , i promise. using all pills and then he said i need 6 month more , i accompanied ,”Commitment of events, this was even argued by SATAN himself” his judgement base was a diagram according to a questionare i filled and it was still the same as its first day, it mns no progress!!!!then he said u need a psychoanalist i did i 4 half a year , gues what??he said :" u are perfectly right and just follow ur way"!!! DAMN.no way to get rid of that .i dont want it too. have doing the same.
No one can get it but pp approach is different too me , 1 group believe im lovely! the know the mask just it ,2- some ppl want to have me for their own , they know mask and beyond it , my inner , but dont have the bravery or motivation to come with me , to run and breath with me , they are still , what i really hate.and 3rd group is the one will hate me...!y??? bcz they choose me to be with me to feel better , but they never ever think of what will happen ,! i challenge their mind , i challenge their every belief , and i ruin their golden palace which has made up PAPER! they will stay among ashes , damning me and asure me that wont accompany with me , yes , i am that SCRATCH in minds that is tried to be forgotten but that exist. not sorry 4 that bcz they equally scratch my soal with their stupidness too , will feed my pain, and i see their boundage....yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy they have forgotten that it wasnt supposed to be so?? so i just each time leave them to build their golden palace with those maghic paper wich are concrete in their eyes.
so its what i am, dont think to omit anything , do i?
Innocent ???( just babies are innocent , we shape each other with both black and white both goodness and badness , right and wrong...bcz they define each other and the value of each ones existance is bcz of the other one , so innocent???? na dont ever think so) but powerful eyes. enegmatic.
definately they hav capabilities.
Humble.. god damn it .. its a rare vision im pleased to be a spectator to this pic.. the vastness of eyes is almost sinkable. desires drilled in them (. what kind of desire?? as a writer u must excavate it more than just one word to 1- quench the thirst of ur readers that have read this fascinating word and 2- be4 this to fulfill and flourish the bravery of urs of observing and analyzing with the power of a writer mind. ok?so dont suffocate this hidden question mark with passing it hurrily so soon. ok? paying more consideration just will complete ur domination) the stillness prooves as if some bird who has no time from its daily flights is kind of alone today and that's y roosting on this wall. .. ( its ur interpretation and true) sitting and gazing into zero.( exactly but this zero is within her and she is gazing at something endless as i know her) with hope to find nothing just happy to be a part of what it is seeing( yes but she has never been happy bcz of that , dont let smile mislead ur direction of analyzing deeply so soon , this prb is in ur total vision dear u can bee deeper in that but some surface temptation many times change ur real direction in real life may couse nothing that serious but in writing yes , it will cause something serious, the rsult will have some prb and u cant do anything for it bcz has attached it from somewhere so hidden with its roots in ur mind and ur vision , so corrct it urself by considering it,ok?) .
In some corner she's got something hidden which is revealed only when she looks in the mirror tht bcuz she does't want anyone else to be a party or witness to tht part of her. she dreams of dramatically bringing this fantasy out but half the way she feels uncomfortable and thus steps back..( yes correct but as i know her she doesnt step back as she believe in facing with reality whatever it is) goes to the mirror and is happy again to see what she has to see( she is not happy about it at all)
Her eyes = compelling. she has the capability to blind the emotions
(.true she has a great self domination over herself and manytimes others too) if she wears a shawl over her head lik hejab or hud .. she wud have altogather diff persona..
Forehead = thinking machine ( damn u with ur exact word!!!yes thinking machine ...) will be in less demand.. her eyes will be spotted first. So these eyes bcum imp in a way. ( dont repeat it alot not this way , ur readers wont like it 1- repeating one aspect in ur own mind is good but 2- readers want it to be differenntly interpreted bcz they need to enter ur game with it they need the challenge from ur side injected to their minds so , do u know what i mn?? sure u do) as if she's secretly staring at someone.(here the magic power of writing creatively has sparkled but some one with hurry or...??!!! attempt to suffocate it).
She's demanding in her own way, she knows what passion is but she wont mind having a tea spoon filled with passion. she has her own way of explaining things.. sexy i must say. eyes are secrectly asking one question and also smiling herself at the question asked…
Lean eyebrows reveal she prefers to stay in shape physically. aah!! u can imagine wen a thinking machine meets .. a questioning machine... and lips revealing love. c'mon she's a gem i must say, she will never have to beg this life for happiness .. she'll have it always but also along with other choice .. i hope she's picses if she's not i wont feel guilty it happens. (gooooooooooood here i see the over flowning of writing ability , the trend has started here, and must be supported from here onward, so that u can bring a good creation out of it. )
this was what i wanted to say u....
Do u remember that i ttold u : ur stories have prb??? the prb was with personalities not with concept , concept is just depend or UR OWN PERCIEVED SELF that no one can catch it 4 u except urself, .....but personality must not be hidden in the shaddow of concept importance ...both are separate entities need to especial care and consideration to be perfect then can accompany with each other. i hope this way works bcz u are not among those ppl to accept something without experiencing it directly . so i used this way to tell u just it.
for creating ur pesonality u need to be its GOD , that will be all IN UR HANDS , according to outer appearence u make 4 it or it has by itself u must start diving (( like ur second paragraph )). u hand on surface alot as if something make u avoid diving!!! lack of experience or some addiction to previous common frame??? never afraid of breaking frame nor experiencing new new new and always new, never let habbits in this capture u. to be honest if u hadnt this power potentially i wouldnt say all these, so just apply it to see how it will serve u.
dear listen to this one..
I've talked about diving be4 and i m sure u now have this ability as ur description reveals, diving and excavatinf personalities , realities and facts according to what has offered from their side is just one part..
the other one is FLYING.
do u remember i said everyone is somehow a king? the owner of a land!! yes never forget it , diving is the ticket for entering this land but after entering their lad so what do u wanno do??? visit everywhere by walk??? its what u must to do in ur own land , for others land u need to fly but the qustion is how???
look everyone has some point highlighted in comparison with her/his other point, these point make her/his real personality, bcz they are highlghted and that person will be defined with these.so soooooooooooooo if u just look from above u soon will see them as they are highlighted , after seing them and knowing them, with trust to ur knowing, u CAN takle that person , not negatively but will understand how to be dominant on that , as a writer NEED to be so with his characters in his stories to make them do wht they are supposed to , but nver forget this simple important point , ...( NEVER PUT UR SHEER DOMINATION WITHIN URSELF ON THEM. OK? THAT WILL KILL THE SOUL THEY MUST HAVE) Its not that hard just the matter of having that domination on ur knowing and the trend of creating but doesnt mean lack of care about their independencies. could i say wht i wanted to ??? i hope so.
one more thing., for god sake consider it and take it otherwise i will die disappointedly....
Although each pesons has some points highlighted in his territory and that shape her/his personality , THERE ARE MUCH MORE THINGS that , the person her/himself hasnt consider it nor let it be flourished, bcz of environment , life , childhood , background , historical condition even climate many many other things , but but but those ALL EXIST. like what?? like whatever , these are like facilites that a human need to be perfect or to have his own way satisfactoril;y...this is what khalil used to create a prophet out of himself , and based upon this commom properties u can create too bcz all these really indeed exist....based upon this u can know how to inject ur idea u wanno convey to others , based upon this u can change those standards of humanity u wanno change , as khalil did or others. based upon this u can awaken hidden values u want to be highlighted even FOR A SECOND , and based upon this.....u tell me after experiencing it more and more or it will tel it to u by itself just after ur first approach to it. thats inner world, urs and others, what is called GLOBAL SUBCONSCIOUSNESS, and all the humanity HAVE IT.
congratulation dear ,
3 years ago i was among the ruins of myself after experiencing death , i knew and know what caused that , but didnt find the "y" maybe i did but couldnt accept it and it was too hard to digest it and find a way to do with my alive body!!!!,
i had created my own land perfectly and has never let anyone enter it , i am still so , bcz others dont deserve and that has been my private, but suddenly i felt a volume in my private , it was too easy to remove it but there was something in his hand under title of "HELP" that i couldnt and still cant ignore. u wanted to upgrade humanities standards and change many things yet were in the border of experiencing "PAIN". and also wouldnt accept anything except in a condition of experiencing that directly, so from the biggining with ur own word, a representation of ur style of knowing , a started a GAME , i let u know my inner world without having any image of me, wanted to offer diving , and nowthat u have it i hope u experience flying too. my inner maybe is exactly u have in ur mind but the time u must match it with my face maybe clear all obscurities. could i do it ???? thats what u must say...... .it took 3 years for me to tell u what i wanted to , yes so hard communicative i am , thats bcz i dont believe in all habitual communication, if its supposed to be a true one with especial purpose it is different.
So i do apologize about all of harsh n impolite behaviour ive had up to now , dont mind them, and i hope ur curiousity be finished about me myself and all i am with my explaination about what i am.
Really melancholic in nature bcz of pain pain and pain, it has attached me and live with me and never try to be hidden 4 me, i taste it each time i face with everything and everyone and that thinking machine start its activity , do whatever and after some moments i find myself among all pains of that person , those things she/he may never know them , like all hiddenly killed capabilities, emotions, feelings , passions, and all has been ignored , then turn my head soon and a load voice will repeat : " shut up"!!!
Yes philanthropic bcz of love, i dont have the ability to fall in love with one person, bcz i love everyone and everything. how can u be except it when u knw their territrory and their existance??? yes stupidly maybe but i am !! that sentence of “kahlil Gibran” is carved in my mind...”who is real criminal?” the one do it actually in the world or the one do it daily in his mind??? this tought me to see backgrouds too , to put myself in the same condition to understand , to forget about strict judgement, too see one thing/person from as much angles as possible up , down , right , left ABOVE and WITHIN.
And the third is an endless road in front of me , many many times i feel this move, i am a passenger , never have a still point and alwys moving , i cant stop it even if iu want bcz some independed entity like pain and love , this one is seeking something , maybe find it finally or not, never maybe , atleast i can say i have looked 4 it, my desire to catch that is endless and will never step back !bcz of this nothing can make me happy or sad too much bcz nothing is satisfactory nor stable 4 me.
this was my triangle dear.
About my dreams.......i always have 2 kind of dreams in my nights..one is, sinking in the middle of sea, lay there in the surface and let it swolloped me wholly and perfectly but but but , its nightmare is.... reaching to the coast safe and sound!!!
bcz something is iin me , insist in looking at it , ( the third angle i mn) the one looking for something, wont let me leave freely, will bring me back , reject me, thats y i wasnt finished after my death!!! my second night dream is “flying , freely , its enjoyable” but but but.............again that , force me come back in my mould i fel its pressure like has attached me a rope to fasten me to that to reach to....., and do it strongly and strictly and has been successful up to now , i wont run away but will finish this half job once for ever , even at the cost of whole my life.
and , im eager to see myself , the one has shaped withing me according to whatever ihave done ,and i knw just at the end of my road will face her. no one could ever know these by just facing me as i wear mask!! bcz i dont like other know it, bcz i dont believe in SHARING , i believe in sheer ANNIHILATION!!! i wanno reach at NOTHING , just that nothing , ppl wanno reach at everything , at the moment the have EVERYTHING they feel they have nothing yet!! so i want this lovely nothing as this HAS what im looking for hidden in it and thats freedom ..of what??? no word 4 this u must be ME to know of what!
And this mask has one more reason , everyone think im depressed as a disease, guess what!!! i accept that and tried phsychologist , he said i will cure u for 9 month , i promise. using all pills and then he said i need 6 month more , i accompanied ,”Commitment of events, this was even argued by SATAN himself” his judgement base was a diagram according to a questionare i filled and it was still the same as its first day, it mns no progress!!!!then he said u need a psychoanalist i did i 4 half a year , gues what??he said :" u are perfectly right and just follow ur way"!!! DAMN.no way to get rid of that .i dont want it too. have doing the same.
No one can get it but pp approach is different too me , 1 group believe im lovely! the know the mask just it ,2- some ppl want to have me for their own , they know mask and beyond it , my inner , but dont have the bravery or motivation to come with me , to run and breath with me , they are still , what i really hate.and 3rd group is the one will hate me...!y??? bcz they choose me to be with me to feel better , but they never ever think of what will happen ,! i challenge their mind , i challenge their every belief , and i ruin their golden palace which has made up PAPER! they will stay among ashes , damning me and asure me that wont accompany with me , yes , i am that SCRATCH in minds that is tried to be forgotten but that exist. not sorry 4 that bcz they equally scratch my soal with their stupidness too , will feed my pain, and i see their boundage....yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy they have forgotten that it wasnt supposed to be so?? so i just each time leave them to build their golden palace with those maghic paper wich are concrete in their eyes.
so its what i am, dont think to omit anything , do i?
Innocent ???( just babies are innocent , we shape each other with both black and white both goodness and badness , right and wrong...bcz they define each other and the value of each ones existance is bcz of the other one , so innocent???? na dont ever think so) but powerful eyes. enegmatic.
definately they hav capabilities.
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