SHE TRIKES WHEN IRON IS HOT.. IT ALMOST DISSOLVED ME.

u said a decision must be taken , i did it , dont count on me , stand on ur own feet to c what u want, that wont be worthy if anyone else execpt u provide it ,media doesnt needed.

let me tell u what i thin about u , u r a challenging person that titeles attract u more than its reality although ur tongue says another thing bcz u want to convince urself by that ,i expect now ur answer to be:" no ! not at all, im quiet different now!!!" i hope so !

dont wanno hear any thing about coexistance at all , its another title, my world is 3 dimentional urs is imaginary and 2 dimentional , thats what u have chosen as i did about mine .i m looking at another thing.

only things i can say to u :

1- wanno be a writer , first must be a human , everybody IS but not actually so find urself know him through experience

2- u have patten , throw them all as a pattern , u can never be polato , khalil or anyone else like them or atleast at their rank , as long as they have been situated up ward, thats what i hate

3- criticism and analysis

4- vision

5- diving in everything , maybe u know swiming but diving is another thing

6- sphere must be , mean changing angles

i still think u r deaf and facinated in complexity bcz u prefer it and all the other things u say is just a title!!!

so dont wanno spend time with u at all.

yes u can deny all but doesnt matter for me im what i am and think so , u are what u are and say whatever u like!

being a writer , !!!:

poesis.. means all the actions caused to making, creating gathering and forming totally but about art its quiet different ( i suppose writing in supreme meaning or real one is a kind of art but not really 3 dimentional , imaginary depict its 3dimentionality) so a real artist whatever under title of writer , poet , painter speaker musician etc is or must be just a human , a real kind , what is a real kind? the one act considerably, consciously , who have the ability to analyse and critisim in its real meaning , and that is to be a nutral judde or a fly !! that can move all around the subject nutrally , if u believe someones ideas forget aboutr it !!

others ideas first of all are not for accepting and enjoying them , but they are medias for comparing and searching to find ur stand and then after stablishing urs stable u can read them and if any part COULD MATCH WITH URS ( suppose to find urs firmly , whatever u are yelling emotionally with a faith are not in this domain be4what i mentioned , otherwise u r fooling urself and ur inner part is vibrating and doubtful, so forget about expressing all those u havent aquired totally )

about poesis ...everyone in any position in any society have it and apply it of course whoever does whatever has an aim for , that is supposed to reach at it but these are regularity although the result maybe something beautifulbcz offer something under special rules and the result will be placerd under title of beauty so beauty of that will be owed ti rythm , harmony but but this is not real poesis bcz creation is lost somewhere, real poesis = real art for u art of writing , its basis is in running f

way of habits as regularity, and accessing to the pleasure of unfamiliarity

here u must write to know ur imagination and understanding , if u ignore it there wont be any continuing , not anyother word.

will talk about this more later and gradually , so from that point of view i mentioned above , lets join it with one of ur weak point in ur stories.

personalities ! making a personality or an even unfamiliar ( mean to be understandable and somehow acceptablke or digestable not making something strange impossible to communicate with ) in its first step mean taking away its routine and obvious aspect of it and provoke curiousity and astonishment toward it and its acttivities , it doesnt mean something out of possibility , but it means provide a field for those kind of impossibility as much as make it possible , so CREATING a presonality not making!!! plays vital role here

this means first of all u must know that personality very well as much as ur personality ( so here self knowledge is the thing u need merely so try to know urself well be4 this )

the question is : how to know urself and how to be sure u have done it properly wile each moment everything is going to be change and each moments everything going to pass another expiry date , thats a continuoes trent so , u must be a councious observer , i recommend first of all create ur own personality as it it , look at iut from different angles ant up and downward like a sphere, for finding different view angle and have some veriety in hand whoever know u can write about it , if they are frank enough , with this u will

learn actually how to fly around a subject and diving will be possible... what do i mean by diving??? 2 kind of considering is available , and both are needed . first lookint at something/someone in the way i mentioned , second be that subject or person itself , , mean believe being that totally without u as u are to know that as well as u. its diving and needed for knowing alot. bcz it will give u the kind of domination that based upon information , so as long as u are not doninant on that personality u cant offer it nor putting burden of any thought on it , iot means creating like what god is for his creatures,

with having this ju can justify readers about what that personality does , it means that u can make the possibility of an impossible in their mind , and exactly means u make them accept the possibility of CHANGE !! in regularity ( supposed that u must have reached to a supreme kind of vision toward things and be nutral nad fair toward anysubject u choose.

so readers wont be the one who accept habits a regularity , with accepting the possibility of having supreme thigs the dont dream it but will feel that have the ability to be dominant , to make , to take part in that worlkd u offer and is not just a mere reader , something will change withing the readers, its putting influence on them ( suppose u have reached to a firm belief with all ur cell to somethig ) here pen , paper and writing will act properly as media , so who ever use these media cant be writer! and writer is nothig except a human , not a human but a HUMAN!

so all kinds must be considered by diving and excavating . im tired now will talk about excavating later, just in a case that i have ur ideas to be aware of the way of ur understanding .